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Honoring the Wild Woman Within

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Wild. Excited. Expressive. Fluid. Sexual. Full. Open. Exhale. Smile. Laugh out loud. Flowing. On fire. Beloved. Moist. Engaging. Powerful. Within myself. Free. Woman. Beautiful. Glowing. Magic. Whole. Accepting. Bold. Wise. Feeling deeply. Dark. Light.  Words that express my feelings that night as he took pictures of me under the moonlight. I was full of myself. Fully expressive of myself. Whole within myself. Joyful, playful as Goddess Bast led me to be. These moments keep me alive and well, happy and enjoying myself. Loving my life and sharing that love with others.  I dance my life for myself. I am whole. I am complete. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. I dance the dark and the light, the conscious and the unconscious, the sane and the insane, and I speak from myself authentically, with total conviction, without regard for how I might look. All the parts of myself flow into the whole, all my divergent selves unite as one. I listen...

Fabulous Finds Friday #21 My Peace of Mind

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Be your own therapy. Become a master at pleasing yourself. Study what you like and begin to open up to those things. Move towards your pleasures like a mad woman or man. Enjoy, indulge, revive, refresh...yourself.  After a long day at work I needed this moment. I needed this healing. My body ached, my mind was clouded, and the world was beginning to take over. I needed to wash it all away. In this moment I said, "Enough". In this moment I said, "Yes, to me". How passionate are you about following your pleasures? How far are you willing to go to ensure you experience your pleasures?  In Love, Your Pleasure Pusher ... See more Fabulous Finds Friday posts here.

Cuddles That Linger

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When these pictures were taken I had already been touched by his love. I clung tightly to his scent through the shirt he wore the night before. Scent that left me moaning for more. My Love's love lingered within the fabric reminding me of joy once felt. Joy that I will be sure to see again. In his arms, in his love, he embraces all of me. When I express pleasure for my love through words and sensual photos I always get asked how do I make love last. How does love always find it's home within me. How does it feel so good these many years later?  My reply, love lives within me. Love flows from the well deep within. I make room for love. Self-love. Love always has a place here. Love is me. By the time you see my pleasure expressed outwardly in a sensual way I've already indulged in my own pleasures.  Cuddles that linger long after he's gone leave me full and wanting for more. When he returns I'm open and ready to receive the love that he desires ...

Your Shape, Your Size, Your Body, It's BEAUTIFUL!

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B ack in 2004 after I had my fourth baby my husband bought us a really nice camera and began snapping away. That's when life changed for us. He has always had a love of photography and as a child use to enjoy watching his Grandfather take pictures.   He bought lighting, and backdrops, and invested time learning photography. He stocked up on film and batteries, and brushed up on his photo editing skills. Things got serious. Prior to this  we had just b een taking pictures, just shooting casually. But in 2004 we kicked it up a notch.  We began doing our own photoshoots and Lisa C the model was (re)born. To date, we have taken over 20,000 pictures and counting. During that time however, something else was taking place within me that I wasn't prepared for, something that would rock my world. I had hit an all time high in weight gain and I was usually unhappy about it. 

A Sexually Satisfied Woman

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Sexually charged, sexually fulfilled, sexually satisfied! How can you tell if your woman is that kind of gal? What do sexually satisfied women look like, smell like, taste like, feel like? What do sexually satisfied women have in common? Wouldn’t you like to know? Sexually satisfied women have many things in common and one of those things is that they are happy with their sex lives. They are satisfied with their needs being met, satisfied with their self-expression, their pleasure, all that good stuff. How do you spot a sexually satisfied woman? It really isn’t hard to tell. She’s a woman who has no problem smiling. Smiling to her is a daily thing just like checking Facebook is for some. Sexually satisfied women also know they got it going on and enjoy this knowledge thoroughly. She finds the simplest things in life to be so profound. She seeks pleasure like its treasure. She enjoys making love several times a week with someone or by herself.  She...

Good Girl vs. Bad Girl Myth

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This myth has been the bane of my existence for many years. It has held me hostage and crying for mercy many sleepless nights. It has sent me running away in fear to belting out in intoxicating angry lashes at myself, and others. It has caused me to see red and attack others for no reason other than to cause pain. I screamed at the top of my lungs and I cried like a little baby. I was in turmoil over this and didn't know how to stop it.  My dilemma? The title says it all! I wanted to be a "good" girl so bad. I wanted to make others proud of me and give them what I thought they wanted from me. I wanted to be what others wanted me to be because I wanted to be considered that "good" girl.  Trying to please others and do things the "right" way drove me crazy. I was never going to be good enough, and they were never going to be satisfied. What I didn't realize was that it was never about me. I couldn't measure up or be good enough to ...

Word{less} Wednesday

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Kitty Purrs & Lioness Roars

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"I would lay down my life and give it all away to save you". These are the words, my dear friends, of the man that I chose to say "I do" to many years ago. His courage was one of his most attractive character traits. I thought that I had died and married Mel Gibson in Braveheart! By the way, it still is to this DAY one of the best freakin movies I've ever seen. Yes, I AM THAT GIRL! Whip out your sword and save me...LOL!  You couldn't tell him nothing, and I dared not try when he was set on doing something that I was terrified to do. I learned early on that manifesting your desires works! I wanted a man like Mel Gibson in that movie. I wanted a man who would fight 'til the very end to defend my name and honor. I wanted a courageous man, one who would stand up for me and kick some royal ass when the time came. And he did! It's just like what Jay-Z says in his rhyme about doing the necessary so don't let the necessary occur. It went somethi...

When The Clothes Comes Off

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This is me in 2004, pregnant with my fourth baby. She was born in September, this pic was taken during the summer. I looked and felt like I was full-term but had a few more months to go. Hard to believe huh?  Ever since I was blessed to carry life and nurture the life within me my weight fluctuated back and forth. For seven years straight I was either pregnant or nursing and watched myself go from a size 6-8 to a 10-12 to a 9-10 to a 6-8 to a 4-8 to a 10-12 and so on. My weight was never consistent and neither was my mind about it.   I would get to a point where I was comfortable and then not and then extremely uncomfortable. I cried, I got angry, became resentful. I hated looking in the mirror. Whenever my husband complimented me I wouldn’t believe him. It was very difficult for me to feel good about my physical body. Then back in 2004 after I had my baby my husband bought a really nice camera and began snapping away at me. He bought lighting, backdrops. He ...

Oh What A Feeling, I’m Feeling Life

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Your Time, Your Bidding

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“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, f*cked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” — Anais Nin

Wordless Wednesday #61

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Finding Your Release Button, Literally!

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*If you haven't read this post here , then before you read any further read that one first. This post will make much more sense to you.  Finding your release button is very important and for some women it's not  easy to do. A woman's overall health and overall sexual health with herself and her partner(s) depends on how well she knows herself intimately. Women, we need to know what pleasures us, what turns us on, what opens our flood gates and lets us flow smoothly, easily, and with mounds of pleasure. We need this in order to continue pleasuring ourselves throughout our lives. The other day I was reading about an 83 year old woman who still, to this day, pleasures herself and reaches stages of orgasmic bliss often. She talked about how this vital part of her life has played a major role in her sexual relationship(s) - it is like food to her soul. I can completely relate and understand and I often wonder how many women are missing out on this part of their lives. Som...

Finding Your Release Button

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Ciao Bella! I'm on the edge ya'll and writing to tell. What's happening beautiful beings of light?? I'm amazed at the vast movement of things happening in and through my life at the start of this new year. It's been quit a pleasurable experience and one that I've been sharing through my writing.  Just the other day I shared on a call to some beautiful lady Goddesses two of the ways I help to release and let go all that's inside of me to make space for more.  One of those ways is to write. I write! I write in several places, this place being one of them, my first blog of almost 6 years! My Android EVO phone being another. My two (at this moment) hand written journals, and several online outlets. Ahhh, it feels so good to release!!  Writing is what I describe as my way of mentally releasing. (I'm currently working on my first book!!) It helps me to empty my mind from all the thoughts that pass through me on a daily basis, not only from within ...

At The River

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StrokeHers?

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I used to really enjoy going to strip clubs because I love the naked body. As you can see by all the beautiful, naked pictures of women on my sidebar, I have a thing for beauty in the naked booty. And I especially like to see them moving in a seductive, teasing way. Strokers is a strip club in Atlanta that I had always wanted to go to and haven't until tonight. I was excited because I anticipated seeing all the beauties, pretty smiles, and lovely bodies but instead what I got was tired and less than interested robots. Ladies just going through the motions all in the name of a buck except for the twins, they were good but overall, Strokers, I think not! Now, Shooters, I can get with, especially on a Saturday night. Diamond was the best! She worked that stage like it was made for her and then in the VIP room she was a beast! What do you like in a strip club? And, if not, what don't you like? Me and my boo been going to strip clubs for quite some time now and after all ...

Wordless Wednesday!...#50

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Just A Little Piece of Me ~~~ Absolutely!

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I feel the breeze blowing through my window, maybe it’s coming to clear my mind, maybe it’s coming to bring me peace, maybe it’s coming to play or simply coming to be with me. Slowly it creeps up my legs up my thighs up my yoni up my stomach up my breast to my face down my back around my sweet soft cushion down my legs finally coming to a resting place. I’m surrounded by it’s sweet embrace, calming me and soothing me. . . just what I need. Now I’m going to take it and own it and have my way. Because I am free I allow it, I take it in and use it. To fill me beyond what my mind can imagine at this moment. No thinking just allowing. I listen closely and can hear it’s whisper ever so gently telling me I am loved. It’s mesmerized by me. It enjoys moving freely in and out of me and each time it moves takes a little and gives a little exchanging one love for another. I open up wide and receive it’s love. Now here I am have your way. I am tickled so I laugh, I am held so I relax, I am...